Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I & Kev went to Catskill nice weather, a river & 2 young guys, swimmin is the best option & what comes next. Right, got the flu with 3 degrees temperature, sore throat & what else, I feel terrible, promise I won't do it again 'cause the water was really cold.
About the poem, it's nothing related to my feelings (I have a feverish feelin) j'st typed it aimlessly, & you can see nice flowers in the pic but swimming in the river's a horrible idea