aRCHIVE JANUARY 2006 PART 2

BLANK-ET31 01 2006
not much blogging lately!
holy shit, i’m tired of fcuking round blogs & getting to the same things i hate every now & then!
there are guys who love their counter hit hundreds per week, i enjoy having readers, i dont deny , but there are times i really like it to be private, this is why i have 3-4 pages (means different subjects) in my idaily but no post!
the thing you can do to make yer blog have many readers:
1. comment on any available shitty creepy page! so yo can get all those shitty creepy bloggers to yours.
2. writing about above 18 stuffs! i tried this one & this really works.
3. HNT:i hate this abbr. it get on my nerves, whenever i roll down a page & see that bloody thing i close it, wtf! it’s a while it’s spread in blogger world, i wanna be serious with myself, do we need these readers?!
ok i know all i write bs & not many (aka no one) read this shit, but i dont care, i like blogs like my own, not always writing about their daily activities but their thoughts!

hhhmmm what else to say?!
You just stood there screamingFearing no one was listening to youThey say the empty can rattles the mostThe sound of your voice must soothe
yeah ‘tallica again, that’s why i like it, it jus has the right thing at the right time!
geez blank again!
sth to laugh:
i’m crazy becoz: qaurter means one third ; january has 30 days, loud music is a good replacement for jogging when you’re not in the mood!
what i got on TV this week?
hhhmmm tmnt (episode 12) + a nice guy talking about so many benefits & advantages of celery, the most important one to name: extracting the juice& drinkin it helps yo lose several pounds! really perfect for me!
why dont they talk about how to put on weight?!?!
i made myself some cre’me caramel& it tasted yucks, but i know it used to be yummy, guess i dont like sweet things anymore!
that’s it!
*hnt: half-nekkid thursday
edit: i lied about hnt, i look at the pics carefully then close the page
im gonna make my own fns=full naked sunday! heheheh Edit : EditComments : No Comments » Categories : no salvation
shiiiiiit30 01 2006

here goes another term!
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Gong Xi Fa Cai!28 01 2006
hmmm what does that mean?!
ok have a doggie year, full of dogs!Edit : EditComments : No Comments » Categories : hell
cold, flood, blood, mod….27 01 2006

it’s raining, yeah raining cats & dogs.
i wanted to take a shower out! too cold!
everywhere’s covered by water, so better find my swiming suit!
hey anyone knows how to upload a pic here!?!?
geez, better get back to my work!Edit : EditComments : No Comments » Categories : thoughts
two weeks with the moron; day 13& 1424 01 2006
i’m done
that’s it
check here
http://planetofzorgs.blogspot.com/Edit : EditComments : No Comments » Categories : thoughts
two weeks with the moron, day 12; almost there20 01 2006

wow, i feel a lot better, i finished my 2 papers, gotta study for tomorrow& then have a whole week off, it’s gonna be amaazin’ i have loa things to watch & do.
i’m gonna make a few changes here too!Edit : EditComments : 1 Comment » Categories : thoughts
two weeks with the moron;day eleven19 01 2006
i feel good today but still busy, 2 papers to finish & a book to read, awsome!
let it be as they like, i’m kinda in the middle of blankness, but no bad feeling & that’s good. yesterday i was ready to cry if found the right guy, aha i watched fantastic 4 forthesecond time, once in English & once in farsi, i had no idea why they censored so many parts!
just 3 more days & i’d be back to normal.
have a nice time till then.Edit : EditComments : No Comments » Categories : no salvation
two weeks with the moron;day eleven19 01 2006
i feel good today but still busy, 2 papers to finish & a book to read, awsome!
let it be as they like, i’m kinda in the middle of blankness, but no bad feeling & that’s good. yesterday i was ready to cry if found the right guy, aha i watched fantastic 4 forthesecond time, once in English & once in farsi, i had no idea why they censored so many parts!
just 3 more days & i’d be back to normal.
have a nice time till then.Edit : EditComments : 1 Comment » Categories : thoughts
two weeks with the moron; day ten, misery18 01 2006

i’m jus a mixture of nothing, all nothing, hell i feel so bad, like someone’s tearin’ me apart, jus want somebody gimme a big pile of courage, a push, a bag of hope. i dammed need it, it’s all stress that i cant tolerate, i have a terrible feeling of anger & misery; all my fault again, & i dont have enough faith in myself, i wanna cry & vanish; i wanna hang myself, i have a brain full of uncategorized items, oh God please help, i dont wanna fail cos it means my mental death, i dont wanna go through another foolish term like the one i had last year, i dont want to repeat over & over , like an endless story, wish me luck & pray , i really need it.Edit : EditComments : No Comments » Categories : hell
two weeks with the moron;day seven,eight ,nine15 01 2006

i’d be dammed busy with the books; that’s it.
yesterday i ate lunch at 4 pm & went to bed before 7, now i woke up & it’s 4.10am next morning
i was fuckin’ tired.
at last i saw my nightmare completely, i was tired of seein’ somebody pulling back my hiar, at last he cut my head off, i feel a lot better
aha i chatted with my friend after a long time; i thought it was great; but now i feel really bad. i shoudnt promise the thing i’m not sure i can do. so i decided to think about it later; argh i dont like serious things.
but i promise to keep my promise !heheheheh:(Edit : EditComments : No Comments » Categories : no salvation
two weeks with the moron day six: registration14 01 2006
dooahhhhhhhhhhhhh, it sucks as hell
why full?
i jus cant get it; let’s pray i can fix it later.
wanna go home cos i’m starvinEdit : EditComments : No Comments » Categories : hell
two weeks with the moron;day five BUSY13 01 2006
i’m just tryin to manage my time; i have to & i must.
so for today just a link to the promised pics:
http://mypictureshost.blogspot.com/2006/01/snow1.html
Sleeping very soundly on a Saturday morning,I was dreaming I was Al Capone.Rumours going round, gotta clear out of town,Smell like a dry fishbone.Here come the law, gonna break down the door,Carry me away once more.Never, never, never want it anymore,Gotta get away from this stone cold floor. Edit : EditComments : No Comments » Categories : no salvation
two weeks with the moron;day four gloomy gloomy gloomy snow!12 01 2006
what should i write here?! i’m really sleepy & dammed tired; i feel a lil bit sore throat; yep & a little feverish; haven’t seen sun for over a week now ;third day of almost non-stop snow; i wanna make a big snowman; i wanna ski; no way! gotta stay in! hhhhmmmm why? well i have a terrible exam waitin’ on wednesday; actually 2! holy shit. hhmm got another deadtime for my papers;24th! yipee; so i can write 2-3 pages everyday & get it finish! About today’s exam; better not say anything cos over 60% just said:”gonna fail”. i’m sayin the same!? well not actually; i think i can get at least 60! ok i hope so! gotta get back to my books; i should put a reminder on the door not to forget registretion times; it’s crazy when you haven’t finished yer exams; what i gonna do?!?!?!?!? let’s focus on this finishin’ term; i’ll get to business later. how much i wanna suck on an icicle. or jus some snow with hot chocolate; yes that’s a good idea; i’m gonna make myself hot chocolate this evening. i really cant keep my eyes open; i have to pass my partial equations; I MUST; yes i must; that’s the truth. today i spent another day thinkin’ about gettin’ master’s in management or why not literature!hhhhmmm?! yep sounds good; then i can sing a poem while the molten iron’s pourin’ in the cauldron waitin’ for the slag to be removed, wow it’s so romantic or i’m just toooooo sleepy;byebye. i wanna dream sun , cos it’s a while i dont have any idea whether it’s day or night. :l i’ll send some snow covered pic links tomorrow.wait for it yoohahahahah. if nothing was sent then i’d be possibly frozen!Edit : EditComments : 1 Comment » Categories : feelings