i was thinking of not to blog anymore. thought i might have a little time to update or this stuff; well i wont have time to update it everyday but i can do it twice a week! i wanna start a new chapter in my life, crazy, maniac.... whatever you like, it's my life.guess this gonna be my last post in States, i'm doin it for a friend's sake, hope he's satisfied!

CURTAINS DOWN

ok it's time to let the curtains down, no more show!
i have blogged enough, had a great experience, find many friends, read many nice blogs,... and learned my lessons: I've said enough shit.
Thanks to all who tolerated this crap, great thanks to those who never commented & bigger thanks to those warm comments. I enjoyed it a lot.
let's put all i wanna say in my last post in 2005 in a logical order.

future plans

1. gonna be 25 this wednesday, sob!
2. i hate this day
3. not gonna be any birthday party
4. it's a nice number, enough time to feel many ups & downs
5. it's a lot fun to die on yer birthday
6. i'm goin outta states next week, if still breathing
7. won't bring anyone souveniors
8. the rest's none of yer business

wish list

1. Merry Christmas everyone.
2. wish yo all health & happiness & surely money.
3. hope Santa gives what yo waiting for.

horoscope

1. The planets set your social life abuzz -- you flicker and flit from person to person sharing your effervescent affection. You live for the moment, but when the party is over, speculate on its significance.
2. comment:what?!

Quote:

1. thank you friends
2. i love ya all
3. im not gonna do anything foolish
4. i'll write next year
5. bye all
6. hug meeeeeeeeee

MERRY CHRISTMAS

he always dreamt of somebody giving him a big hug his entire life, alas he never got it... poor little cactus.
4th december hug day, go hug anyone, anything yo want. dont hug me i bite, btw jus finished hugging a cactus, it sucks, ooooooh.
ok time for restarting the battle with this cat.

gimme that gun, look gotta aim it this way, right now it's time to pull the trigger

I'm so happy 'cause today I found my friends
They're in my head I'm so ugly,
that's okay, 'cause so are you
We broke our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care
And I'm not scared
Light my candles, in a daze
'Cause I've found god
yeahI'm so lonely, t
hat's ok I shaved my head
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard
I'm not sure I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there
And I don't care I'm so horny,
that's okay My will is good
I like it- I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crackI love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack

any one knows how i can suffocate myself without hangin?