5.29.2005

fun 2

Hey guys
what are you waiting for?
missed my session & gotta study mechanical met.
I'm not in the mood of writing anymore.
wanna waste time round the net reading shit like mine
just check
http://www.metallizone.com
have a nice...

Grey Lock

Mt. Greylock (3,491 ft.) is the highest peak in Massachusetts. Located in the Berkshires near New York State, Greylock is part of the 12,500-acre Mt. Greylock State Reservation. There are two notable landmarks on the summit: Bascom Lodge and Memorial Tower. Built in 1937, Bascom Lodge accommodates 34 overnight guests, serves meals, and sells products related to Mt. Greylock and the outdoors including a great map of the Reservation. Its new operator in 2001 is Nature's Classroom , a non-profit organization that provides environmental education programming services to schools throughout New England and New York. The 92-foot, granite Memorial Tower commemorates casualties of all wars. Its beacon can be seen blinking at night 72 miles away. The Appalachian Trail passes over Greylock's summit on its way from Georgia to Maine.

fun

Before goin through this post better put your phones away cause I don’t wanna hear your voice laughin at me (for friends)
Ok lem’me start, I ‘m home alone again cause Doug went to Adams on Friday & won’t be back till Tuesday. As far as I gotta work on a huge project about corrosion in molten salts (any help’s welcome) & hand it till 6th June, I spent morning & noon watchin TV.
In the afternoon Miss Murphy [my 80 yr ol neighbor] rang the bell & asked me to watch her little dear cat (to my estimation it weighs over 30lb!) I spent half an hour telling her I have allergy animals & at last she found out I’m not enough efficiency to keep it!
It was around 4 & I was really bored, so I decided to do sth amusing, I went to my room & polished my nails black, then putin’ black shadow on my eyes, wow terrifying I looked, wished it was Halloween then I could go to Miss Murphy & frighten her.
I spent 30 minutes by the mirror mugging!
I was still bored so I went out for a walk, sittin in PO. Squre park for a while, nothing funny jus I tied an ol’man’s shoe lace to the bench!
Then I went to Court St. watchin shops, I wanted to go to Bos. Common or Park St. but it was a bit of too much walk, I went up & down Milk St. about 10 times till a cop asked what I was doin & I said jus measuring the street, showin my ID I ran away cause he was very willing to arrest someone!
Then I went to Wyndham but found nothing entertainin, back to the park I went. I took my zither too, sittin on a bench i started touchin the strings, I think i played for over 40 minutes & when I looked up I could see pile of dimes & 1-5 bucks, cool it was about 15 bucks, so I decided to go to a market nearby & buy some chockolates?!
Hey sorry gotta go meet Alan (my corrosion prof.) he'll kill me if I don't go.
I'll write the interesting part later.

5.27.2005

Ali

On Tuesday I went to Grey Lock & then Adams; at last I met Ali the 3.5yr ol’ kid I was so willing to meet.
I never had so much fun in the last few years, the best part was that we were left alone; and I made s’me pasta for lunch& then we went outside worm hunting; it’s such a fun holdin an earthworm in your hand crawlin up & down!
Then we watched “The Incredibles” & gotta tell the night story which was a mixture of Snow white& Cinderella.
Unfortunately left there early morning cause still got a project left, never mind I promised to go the next Friday & now I have a terrible backache cause I was her horse all day long, so if you ever wanted to sit never suggest to be a horse!
I hate departures; they make me feel sad & lonely, so got a nice poem for ya;
Remember we live jus once:
THE CASTLE
It’s the fabulous castle of NOW.
You can walk in and wander about,
But it’s so very thin,
Once you are, then you’ve been __
And soon as you’re in, you’re out!

HEY FRIENDS WANNA S’ME LAUGH, READ THIS:
BEST MASK
They jus had a contest for scariest mask,
And I was the wild & daring one
Who won the contest for scariest mask-
And (sob) I’m not even wearing one!?

5.26.2005

Grey Lock

Hi guys
I went to Grey Lock; now I’m back! It was a nice climb, I’m dying of sleep at the moment; but the place has a great history I’ll send later; here’s some more info about Dante’s Hell (inferno)
Dante's Inferno differs from its great classical predecessors in both position and purpose. In Homer's Odyssey (Book XII) and Virgil's Aeneid (Book VI) the visit to the land of the dead occurs in the middle of the poem because in these centrally placed books the essential values of life are revealed. Dante, while adopting the convention, transforms the practice by beginning his journey with the visit to the land of the dead. He does this because his poem's spiritual pattern is not classical but Christian: Dante's journey to Hell represents the spiritual act of dying to the world, and hence it coincides with the season of Christ's own death. (In this way, Dante's method is similar to that of Milton in Paradise Lost, where the flamboyant but defective Lucifer and his fallen angels are presented first.) The Inferno represents a false start during which Dante, the character, must be disabused of harmful values that somehow prevent him from rising above his fallen world. Despite the regressive nature of the Inferno, Dante's meetings with the roster of the damned are among the most memorable moments of the poem: the Neutrals, the virtuous pagans, Francesca da Rimini, Filipo Argenti, Farinata degli Uberti, Piero delle Vigne, Brunetto Latini, the simoniacal popes, Ulysses, andUgolino impose themselves upon the reader's imagination with tremendous force.The visit to Hell is, as Virgil and later Beatrice explain, an extreme measure, a painful but necessary act before real recovery can begin. This explains why the Inferno is both aesthetically and theologically incomplete. For instance, readers frequently express disappointment at the lack of dramatic or emotional power in the final encounter with Satan in canto XXXIV. But because the journey through the Inferno primarily signifies a process of separation and thus is only the initial step in a fuller development, it must end with a distinct anticlimax. In a way this is inevitable because the final revelation of Satan can have nothing new to offer: the sad effects of his presence in human history have already become apparent throughout the Inferno.

5.25.2005

Lost

What are ya waitin for?
I have nothing to say, but why we loooooooooossssssssssssssssttttttttttttttttttt that match!?
Wanna cry as loud as I cannnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

Dante

Hey guys as far as I’m reading Dante’s Divine Comedy’s first section (Hell ) think it’s good for others to know a little about him & his book; I’ll try to give more info later!
Dante
born c. May 21–June 20, 1265, Florence, Italy
died September 13/14, 1321, Ravenna
in full Dante Alighieri Italian poet, prose writer, literary theorist, moral philosopher, and political thinker. He is best known for the monumental epic poem La commedia, later named La divina commedia (The Divine Comedy).
Dante's Divine Comedy, a great work of medieval literature, is a profound Christian vision of man's temporal and eternal destiny. On its most personal level, it draws on the poet's own experience of exile from his native city of Florence; on its most comprehensive level, it may be read as an allegory, taking the form of a journey through hell, purgatory, and paradise. The poem amazes by its array of learning, its penetrating and comprehensive analysis of contemporary problems, and its inventiveness of language and imagery.
The Divine Comedy
Dante's years of exile were years of difficult peregrinations from one place to another—as he himself repeatedly says, mosteffectively in Paradiso [XVII], in Cacciaguida's moving lamentation that “bitter is the taste of another man's bread and . . . heavy the way up and down another man's stair.” Throughouthis exile Dante nevertheless was sustained by work on his great poem, possibly begun prior to 1308 and completed just before his death in 1321.
The plot of The Divine Comedy is simple: a man, generally assumed to be Dante himself, is miraculously enabled to undertake an ultramundane journey, which leads him to visit thesouls in Hell, Purgatory, and Paradise. He has two guides: Virgil, who leads him through the Inferno and Purgatorio, and Beatrice, who introduces him to Paradiso. Through these fictional encounters taking place from Good Friday evening in 1300 through Easter Sunday and slightly beyond, Dante learns of theexile that is awaiting him (which had, of course, already occurred at the time of the writing).
The basic structural component of The Divine Comedy is the canto. The poem consists of 100 cantos, which are grouped together into three sections, or canticles, Inferno , Purgatorio , and Paradiso . Technically there are 33 cantos in each canticle and one additional canto, contained in the Inferno, which serves as an introduction to the entire poem. For the most part the cantos range from about 136 to about 151 lines.

Grey Lock

I’d planned to go to Grey Lock today (it’s 00:05 now) to have some fresh air & meet Doug sis’ family living in Adams; I’m dying to see their 3.5 yr old daughter; she’s really sweet & lovely. I spend half an hour everyday talking with her on the phone (I dunno who’s goin to pay the bill)but I remembered today’s the champion’s final & I don’t wanna miss the match ‘cause my whole life team –AC Milan – gonna have a hard struggle with Liverpool, wish ‘em luck.
One more thing, I went to the barber to have my hair caught, it’s less than half a inch now, I look funny!
I try to have some sleep with my teddy, I’ll be back soon!
And I’m goin to Grey Lock tomorrow if nothing especial happens!

cacti

I have 6 nice cacti called: Snow white, Diplodocus, Alexander, Indiana Ent, UFK-571 & Green spider. They‘re really beautiful & Doug love ‘em too. I placed them in the kitchen where we have more sun shine!
I remember the florist told me to water ‘em once a week but I do it every day , it helps ‘em grow fast!
Gonna talk about their names & send their pic later!

home

It took us to put everything in the right place, but it worth. I have my own bed & I got rid of that terrible sleeping bag.
You can’t imagine what kind of things I’ve collected, there was my first drawing, my first toy & my teddy bear that I put in my bed to have sweet dreams, I even found my pics there was one I was wearing a red dress & had long hair, can you imagine how funny I looked (wish I had a scanner)!
Well, all the things there weren’t lovely, I found my ol date book & the notes written on fall of 1996 were horrible!
There were also my 19th birthday’s photos, that were really ghastly, I can’t imagine how I could be that much annoying, I was eating raw meat instead of a cake!
Yea good idea to Ralph!
I found my ol friend too, my zither, I dunno if I can attach it here or not but I try!

Moving Story Part II

Hey I’m back!
Gotta tell ya pile of new things, especially the moving story
I’d taken most of my stuff to my new place; but still I had some left & the most important thing that’s called bed.
Anyway got a call from my ex-fiancée to take away my garbage!
After takin my mat. Forming exam (that was supposed to be sometime in the afternoon as the poff. said) Me & Doug went to her place; Doug’d borrowed his friend’s Ford f-350 ,cool auto but I prefer Chevy more. She wasn’t there; Anyway I had so many stuff in the storeroom that seemed to be collected in a life time, the most difficult & important thing was my bed, at last we put everything in the auto & I went upstairs to put the key back (I still had one) & I was so nosey that I looked in every room, heavens, she’d changed the decoration, it seemed she really hate me!
As I stepped out sth caught my attention, yea there they were my beloved kids!
I almost forgot ‘em I took ‘em & left the place!
You know, it’s not a good idea to leave your cacti (my beloved kids) with that terrible girl she always forgets to water ‘em cause mine really looked yellow & pale.I got in the auto ,put ‘em on the dash & we headed for Boston

5.23.2005

yohoo

hey
gonna touch the sky
spread these wings and fly
I'm done
at last I handed those bloody reports
how free I am
I can feel the sun
I had a nice moving story on Sunday & find a pile of interesting things
I'll write more when the morning comes
goodnight

5.21.2005

previous

Sorry guys
I moved to this little nice place about 2 weeks ago & I think it’s the place gonna settle down for a while, I share this place with Doug a huge black guy of 6ft6.5inch &over 210 lb really muscular& athletic body (unlike me; according to the latest measurement I got to 5 ft 10 inch& weigh no more than 152 lb [I know it’s disappointing]& this cool guy works in a insurance office.
I agree with you, they really need these kind of guys in their trade!
You know, Doug was shocked when he met me(actually I was standin at his door with pile of books & a really huge backpack-my whole belongings-) sayin I ‘m smaller than he expected & guess what I said….
Yea right I can never shut my big mouth, I said:” hey negro I wasn’t put for sale not a good slave! & in return I got a huge punch landed on my nose quite friar & a nice welcome!
Well it’s not my fault it takes time to change!
After a day movin up & down the place we came into some agreements as below:
1) No insulting & no black word (referring to this guy) or he’ll call me jackass
2) Spending 2 nights on the sofa & 2 nights in bed
3) Gotta do the shopping myself
4) No cookin while he’s at home(surely I wouldn’t do this part even if I was asked to)
5) Putting garbage out every three days
6) No gf brought home (the place’s in fact like a prison)
7) No loud music
8) (this part’s added by me) better die if you wanna live here
Anyway these were the rules & by the end of the second day Doug decided to call me Jackass instead of Keith.
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19/6/2005
Guys I spend some really terrible days that preferred to got by a cop & spend a while in prison.
You know being a racist was the worst idea of my life, but I understood how miserable black guys (hush guys don’t tell Doug about that word) felt in old days, it’s terrible to be treated like nothing more than a slave!
I dunno why but I enjoyed his company; he was always on my nerves & this spoilt brat kid (me!!!)Spend a whole week in his sleeping bag cause it’s much more comfy than that terrible sofa!
By the end of the first week he’d insulted all my habits the things I enjoyed listenin; the things I loved watching on tv , the things I eat & so on!
A real miserable life I had.
But now I’m spending most of my time with him like brothers (in fact I haven’t spent so much time with my own bros in the last few years). & to my own surprise I’m listening to those funny British group” 5ive” instead of my beloved Metallica !?
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19/6/2005 (midnight)
Sanatorium is where I live!
This big guy’s walkin on my nerves!
Fuck ‘im! I was tryin to change my life style, so I stuck a big plus sign on the bedroom door with a note “think positive” two nights ago & last night before going to bed it was turned to broken cross(Nazis sign) with a note ‘ why you didn’t take the garbage out?” can you tell me who’s racist?
P.S. hey I did a very nice thing last night(it’s 00:05 now) I spent 2 hours with Doug watching Pure Race it’s a splendid movie, I recommend watchin it!
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20/6/2005
hey guys haven’t finished my reports yet & have no idea of tomorrow’s exam; hope Doug decide to spend his weekend out leavin me alone with my homework; aha another thing I’ve decided to post these few lines & gonna post more regularly!
I dunno why this big guy don’t get up?!

these days

14/5/2005
Hey guys
Wanna empty soul; sorry nothing left babes!
I was reading my blog & some others & got to the point why there so many shit written in my blog; it was a cool idea I was silent for a while; may be you thought I was busy; I thought so but now I understand I was actin as if I was busy; you know what I enjoy the feelin of bein busy have no time to update my shiiiittttsss!
Hey fellas welcome to the new era, gonna blow your mind; you know what; it’s really difficult to think of terrible disappointing things all the time & spend most of your time in never land & nothingness inside of ya; now I know why most of my friends leave me for the good; I’m not a man of any one’s dream always down in the dumps.
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16/6/2005
hey you know it’s boring to be on line & update your blog everyday sorta old-fashioned & shabby (let it call Mega D{based on the Mega Death band so much imitating Metallica})
so I decided to type my diary whenever I like, including the date & then post it whenever I liked.
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18/6/2005
Good morning guys
In the last few days some personal matters were discussed by some really good friends of mine that brought some motivation in my boriiiinnng life to got to the point it’s impossible to tolerate me; so better change myself or the devil he may take me!
(Sorry Kris no devil any more)
Have I told ya about my new moving story, my new accommodation and my new home mate? Well wait a minute gotta open the door I’ll be back after breakfast
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5.17.2005

Life

Never take life for grantedWhatever comes your way,Just grasp it in both handsAnd enjoy it every day.

Sometimes sorrow comes your wayBlocking out the light,That's the time to pray andTo know you'll win the fight.

Life is but a journeyThrough mountains, hills and valesWe cannot have the sunshineIf we have no rain and gales.

So enjoy each precious moment,And always give your bestRemember keep faith in GodThen you'll be truly blessed.